Ever since the preacher turned me into a vampire; I've been through worse hell than ever before. The police and I are at odds with one another; only realizing how much they knew about men like him and other monsters lurking about as long as they're playing ball. You don't understand what it's like to have an invasive nature take over; a new feeling never before creeping over.
Other people having to deal with my old mates hunting me; even with me not feeding on non-criminals, albeit I'm sometimes left with no choice. To think; I used to hunt creatures like me. I've mostly stuck to drinking from rats and other vermin but it's not enough; eventually you have to feed on someone. The blood banks; at night run by vampires and being let in to feed on blood bags in exchange for cash.
It's not just human blood here; vampire blood, werewolf blood; hell even unicorn blood if you have the right cash for it. I had an ounce of unicorn blood and that shit is addictive. So with everything in place; the underground networks and everything; you could imagine my surprise to learn about why vampires haven't ruled over humanity let alone the werewolves.
Believe it or not; even us vampires have monsters that hunt us; creatures in the night, things that feast on us. The man who holds dominion over fear and nightmares adds us to his fine collection. His little slaves born from the fear of humanity and monster alike. Were only lucky that few of us are considered worthwhile to hunt; to that, I have no clue who or what he considers but I'm able to take a guess ever since the fear mining incident.
Humans still being the worthwhile target; as of the reasons why; I don't know. Oh and if you think that's the only thing I have to fear in terms of taking us; you have it all wrong. You'd think demons and other similar creatures would get along but in reality were often times fighting in the same space.
One time I was seeing a vampire bare knuckle box an axe wielding demon with the skull on the heel of the ax. The demon deeply laughing as it crushed the vampire's head in. The dread that filled me seeing and dealing with this as it is.
I remember running down a hallway; jumping over fallen building debris as the obese red skinned demon came lumbering down with it's large swinging hammer smashing the walls like they were made of paper. The demon cackling like a madman as it came barreling towards me. That with a shotgun in hand; one pump to the face and it should've gone down but unlike a human it just bounced back and acted like a fly hit it's face. The dread that filled my body; knowing how these things move and act.
That trying to only feed on vermin wasn't enough; just left me weak. Oh god; even writing this I hate myself for what I did. My friend Jerry was nearby, he threw a brick at the creature striking it in the head but it brushed off the damage and kept going after me. Jerry pulled me to a room closing off from the creature. Now Jerry is a homeless man; we go far back when I used to do work in the soup kitchen feeding the homeless. You could imagine how much I wanted to end my own life after what I did next.
Me pleading, "Jerry get the fuck out of here I am not me! Please won't be able to control myself! I don't want to feed!" I'd always imagined it'd be like in the movies; me being able to overcome my hunger and save everyone; keep everything in order with my loved ones and enemies but that's not reality sadly. He tried to comfort and calm me; but before I knew it, my teeth sunk into his neck and not a simple kind of sinking of turning someone into a blood sucker; no my teeth dug in good and just kept crushing down on his neck, good news; vampires release a pain killer that should be keeping him sedated, bad news is unless were starving.
I'd been hungry, so hungry at the time so imagine hearing your friend begging for you to let go and crying as the pain set in with you slowly draining him until he passed out and every second drinking him filled me with glee or what felt like glee; that's the other thing, once you fully turn you lose all your normal human emotions and gain new ones; harder to explain ones. The joy-like feeling was like a black cup of coffee that fills you with energy and wakes you.
After having fed on him; my mood was better, body was healing and my strength was back in action. Once the demon found me; it hadn't been long before I took out it's eyes then took both my hands, jumping up to it's head grabbing it's horns and breaking them off like they were twigs. Then slammed my hand through his chest rapidly stabbing it's own horn into it's chest until it's body faded with embers turning to dust. After that I'd check for a pulse and found him to be dead.
Jerry was one of the few people I had still in my life and to only take him away like that; like a wild animal crushed me. Unlike Father Michael I couldn't just pretend and cast moral judgements to be justifying my feeding, I am a monster; regardless if I'd meant to hurt Jerry or not.
You wanna know the worse part? I don't feel any remorse for killing him; only feel sad that he's gone. The self hatred coming from the fact I should feel sorrow; I should feel remorse but to think, I am unable to feel those things anymore. Is someone human if they lose your emotions? It's been years since I'd first turn that I was able to feel love. At best lust is what I'm able to feel.
Succubus
You might be wondering what a succubus would want with a vampire and why I'm telling this story. Vampires and succubus have similar powers but go about their targets in two different manners; unsurprisingly a succubus and incubus rarely have offspring together. At most a fling but imagine two energy hungry power couples fighting food and fighting over it.
So both of them often times go out of their way to "bond" with a vampire and create a symbiotic relationship. Don't get me wrong; once your use is gone you're next on the menu or they move on. Succubus don't love you but you can't love them as a vampire; more like mutual fulfillment of lust.
So keep in mind this next story; this demon let's call her Emily, Emily was at a club with me and dancing up on me. Right off the bat; we both knew one another's secret. If you've been around as long as us; you know what it is.
One of the major red flags is how fast she tries to get you into the bathroom for "fun times" if you catch my drift. I know I'm a four at best so to see this girl try this I was on high alert considering I hadn't mind controlled her yet. We both knew the game we were playing and hopefully trying to get the other to crack. Both of us able to control and bend others to our will. However; we were both hungry and not wanting to waste time; chose our specific targets. I was headed for the alleyway and I guess Emily was as well with her victim even though this didn't make sense to me until I noticed what she was doing; she had a photo of me with my victim.
Now to go over an old detail; no vampires are made more detailed in photos, mirrors, etc. not less; an old myth spread by vampires to convince people they're not a vampire. We get more detailed when captured in a place in time. The dread I'd been filled with realizing what she was doing. After getting my meal in; I'd rushed her down. Emily smiled as she had her finger on the button. At that moment I'd stopped in my tracks. She put the phone down considering we both had super speed; like I said, vampires and succubus are quite similar in abilities.
The groans from my part, "what do you want." She flickers me a smile and blew me a kiss.
She walked around me; running her finger down my body giggling, "you know what I want; a partnership. You and I work together." To this I'd roll my eyes; however her bringing the phone back up made me reconsider my attitude.
To this happily nodding, "of course; whatever you want, I'll work with you." She flashed me a toothy grin then nodded. Now you'd think, "oh just meet up with her" nope, she crashed at my place; made a mess of the place. If she didn't like what I was doing, scratch my face. When low on targets I could get for her; men I could hunt for her, she'd pin me to the wall or I'd wake up to her keeping me crushed under.
At first it wasn't bad; it was whatever on my part but the part you have to remember; it's not a drain of your area down there only; it's a spiritual drain with pulling from your soul which yes us vampires still have a soul; us non-native vampires but born from the vampiric disease. Imagine for a second; a disease that changes your RNA and molds your being; as thus why vampires don['t have consistent weaknesses but similar weaknesses and strengths.
Anyways after pleading for her to stop considering it's not pleasure after a while; when a succubus gets off; she sometimes crushes your bones; you might be into that but I sure as hell isn't. So imagine waking up with multiple broken bones; waiting for your body to regenerate. At one point; I'd thought she was going to kill me since it'd been a while since I even bothered to hunt until I realized she dug around in the fridge, pouring the blood wine down my throat. After trying to spit it up; after finally having enough and wanting to die; she hit me across the face a few times until I'd gotten the message.
After a while finally getting her off of me; locking the bathroom door for her to be pounding on the door. One other trick you might've not noticed but the more times you've slept with a succubus the more she sinks into you with her mind control. Something of which I hadn't noticed at the time. It's not a one and done deal; often times succubus daily feeding on the same guy or multiple people.
Now many of you might be guessing why I hadn't left her yet and it's because well with her I can still feel my human side kicking. Now don't get me wrong; I'm unable to literally feel how I was as a human but she can force my will to be as if she was manipulating a human. The crying on the other side of the door getting me to unlock the door for her; yes a succubus crying is quite a powerful manipulation tool.
Keep in mind; these are the same monsters that took less than a decade to spread polygamy. They're clever demons. The other fact I'd forgotten to mention; these demons aren't just purely one sin; some are a mix and her; she was a mix of wrath. After leaving the bathroom it didn't take long for her to pin me to the ground and bite into my neck. It's not even as if I'll bleed out because my body will just regenerate.
Succubus having so much sex that normal vanilla sex and even some of the more hardcore sex is just mundane; going to further extremes like knife play, stabbing, cutting into themselves or their partners as a kink. One time she forced me to take off her head and well you know.
You might be wondering why I'm telling you these tales; the simple truth is because I don't want you to become a vampire like me; I wish I hadn't gotten revenge on that fucking priest.
If I think I have any good stories that aren't mundane like the demon nurse I had to kill for some blood money but some juicy tales I'll share them.
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